i promise myself i shall cut on the expenditure on food at least till the end of this month. no, till before i fly off to taiwan.
it is a wonderful chance for me to cut down on good food and stay slim. hahahaha.
but i must spend that money, i simply need to.
OMG, i have really gone mad.
my revision for today is not productive. that's not good. i xi sheng revision to spend money online shopping. GREAT!!!
*hangs head in shame*
it is like i think i have a lot of time like that before Song Ci paper. which is true but considered the amount of thoughts you have to think through and store it inside your head, time's never enough.
yummy steamboat today!!! woohoo!!! : ) fresh shitake mushroom for the win!
i want to go shopping!!! for clothes for shoes for facial products for makeup for working clothes for books for DVDs for ipod/iphone for HTC if i am not getting the iphone for Shih Ying's present for fun and good books/teaching materials for my TP1 for accessories/jewellery for bags for new specs for new contacts etc. i need retail therapy real soon.
25th Apr I will be waiting. you better be good.
woohoo the three nail polishes i ordered online are coming soon!!! uber excited!!! and i saved $37.20 in total if i were to buy from Sephora or Metro. this is pure joy and awesomeness!!! i am obsessed with nail polishes!!!
i think i will go cut my hair short again after exams. but i may have a struggle cause i do like my long hair. i like look prettier with long hair, it hides my big face. hmm, should i cut my hair?
btw, i'm done. i blurted out my complaints, and to ppl who are damn impt to me somemore. GREAT. it's should be really over. i guess it's time to move on and pray that the real deal will be falling down from the heavens soon. HAIZ...
i have to study but i want to watch TV even more and use the internet even more. OH NO...
should i eat chocolate after having such a full dinner and eating all those junk prior to dinner?
i guess i should, my heart's still nursing the pain that i have been having since you came back. SHIT.
but I am determined to not let this feeling stay long, because i know i am strong.
i hate being voiceless. i hope it will get better soon! at least let me have a voice on friday for my last presentation of the sem.
it is really scary when you open your mouth to speak, you thought your voice is ready to come out but the almighty voicebox just refuses to vibrate.
the lightheaded-ness is bugging me. i cannot concentrate fully on my work and i have heaps of them. haiz.
fingers stay crossed for tmr's paper.
made a trip down to school today, attempted to do work but finds it really sian so it was minimal production. good thing though, i printed notes that were uploaded ages ago and photocopied materials for my assignments. (but then to realise some are useless -_-)
felt duper lucky when just nice i decided to take 174 it was at the bus bay waiting for me. first time it waited for me instead of the other way round. since i was on 174 it was convenient for me to go the kopitiam opposite my block to spend money on treats that i shouldnt be thinking of eating just before dinner time. but oh wells. so i bought black char kuey, i havent ate them for a long long long long time. and so because of that they tasted really good. whilst eating i realised i havent been to eating chicken rice, mee rebus, mee siam, char kuey tiao for the longest time. i miss them. it's high time for me to go on a SG food spree soon! hehehe. : )
recess week can only last for 7-9 days, but slacking time is never enough. so how to balance like that?
yesterday was watching this japan variety show on channel u and it inspired me to try cook a full 3-4 course meal within 20mins! but first i will try making the corn soup flavoured cream based pasta first. it seemed easy and speedy. COOL!!! : D

好像没荡过多少次秋千,更多是看着别人荡秋千。
曾梦过就那么一个宁静的午后,你和我自在快乐地荡着秋千,沉浸在只有我们两个人的幸福
回到了现实,豁然明白原来从头到尾秋千都是自己一个人在操控。你从不曾想过要如何让我
对,是我想太多。
当秋千停了下来,我四处张望,是空无一人。我的寂寞是真实的还是我的扭曲思想,我已浑
but i guess it doesn't really matter as much since I have work streaming in non-stop and piling higher and higher and higher when yays, it's only week 3. so i wouldn't and shouldn't have the luxury of time to dwell on emo stuff.
LIFE.
CNY's next week, haven't done clothes shopping yet, haven't done any spring cleaning to my sty, massive presentation due just the week after next. -__- but hooray to the ang baos I'm gonna get to top up my pocket money. : D
though abit outdated, SAB practice was rather enjoyable! : ) somehow the atmosphere, the sound and the music we play make it all seem right. looking forward to the concert. am quite positive about it. i will just have to keep up with my playing and not develop yet another pre-concert lipping haywire syndrome.
and yes, i wasted precious time typing on this blog when I should be updating my lesson plan and copying info for my tut on thurs.
and yes i am feeling the jitters as the clock on my com shows 11.00AM.
lecture at 230. will be a good one. : )
i wanna eat sushi!!! shall go buy sushi after class later. hahahahahahaha.
I will diet before my wedding which i don noe when it will be. but
that's what she always say to me: "que sara sara, whatever will be will be. the future's not ours to see. que sara sara. if you were meant to be fat...let it be!"
YEAH!!!
又在懊恼自己的口不择言、自己的失态表现,我能否就不要那么在意?
时间到了的时候就必须鼓起勇气去接受,我无奈、我彷徨却也终究要过接下来的每一天。
既然说出口的话永远收不回,流逝的时间永远倒不回,那就正因该忘怀、放开去争取活出更
我很感激主的保佑、主的慷慨、主的大量还有主无时无刻在我耳边轻声细语的安慰与关怀。
我要下定决心成为更好的人。







